Saturday, August 10, 2013

and then there was one

I feel the tidal waves of exhaustion overcoming my otherwise calm mind. I know that before I can get anywhere with what I want to say I will have given up on my words and fallen fast asleep--hopefully not still in a upright position on this couch.

Today I pushed myself out of my comfort zone. I installed my cable and internet by myself. I went to a party at friends' house in downtown by myself. And now I look around the house and reflect on my past, my present, and what may potentially be my future...by myself.

Just an existential moment at midnight.